Washed as White as Snow

When God created the world, everything was perfect. When Adam and Eve brought sin into the world, it disrupted God’s perfect order. Not only did sin and death enter, but all other forms of disorder and chaos.

We became dirty.

To get into Heaven, we must be holy, as God is. Because of sin, though, no one is holy (Romans 3:23).

God loves us too much to leave us in our dirtiness, our sin (happy Valentine’s Day!)

Instead, He sent Jesus to take the punishment for our sins.

Isaiah 1:18, ESV, says:

“Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord:
“though your sins are like scarlet,
“they shall be as white as snow;
“though they are red like crimson,
“they shall become like wool.”

Snow is a beautiful reminder of how God created the world to be: beautiful, pure.

In order for us to be ‘as white as snow,’ all we have to do is ask, like David did in Psalm 51:7 (ESV): “Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.”

God is waiting for us to come to Him. He loves you.

You Were Made in God’s Image

In the very beginning of the Bible, we see God creating everything. He had a very busy six days, and then He rested on the seventh. Some people say He created rest on that seventh day, which is interesting to mull over but not at all related to this topic.

In chapter 1 of Genesis, it’s kind of a quick overview of creation. It reads almost like bullet points, but in verses 26 and 27, God slows it down a little. In the ESV version it says:

“Then God said, ‘Let us make man in our image, after our likeness. And let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over the livestock and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.’

“So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.”

God said, let’s do it, then He did.

But focus on these words again: “God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.”

Genesis 2:7 (ESV) says, “Then the Lord God formed the man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living creature.”

We are created in THE IMAGE OF GOD. God carefully molded us from the ‘dust of the ground.’ He shaped us into who He wanted us to be. Then He breathed His own life into us.

Wow. How much God must love us!

But His love doesn’t stop there.

When we sin, we separate ourselves from God (Isaiah 59:2). Because He is holy and pure, He cannot look on sin. Even though He loves us, He has to turn away.

God didn’t want to stay apart from us, though.

When we sin, we bring death (James 1:15; Romans 6:23). In the Old Testament, an animal had to die so we could live – it was a sacrifice. A life for a life.

But we could never do enough to earn Heaven. God knew that. Instead, He sent His son to die for us (Romans 5:8; John 3:16). Through Jesus’ sacrifice, we are free from sin and (eternal) death.

Second Corinthians 5:17 (ESV) says, “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

You were created special. You were made in the image of God. Then, through Christ, you can be made new again.

Dwell in that truth, friend. God loves you so much. He wants a relationship with you. Love Him, and let Him love you today.

Praising God

I have so much to praise God for right now. School is going well for my kids, my husband published a new book, I published a new book, and an anthology I was accepted in is available now! (All should be available on my website soon-ish, but clicking the links above will take you to Amazon. My husband’s book, “The Brave Little Seagull,” is also available on most major online retailers… mine will be soon, too.)

I wanted to take this month and encourage you to praise God.

Many of the Psalms are dedicated to praising God. I want to highlight Psalm 150. The ESV version says:

“Praise the Lord!

“Praise God in his sanctuary;

“praise him in his mighty heavens!

“Praise him for his mighty deeds;

“praise him according to his greatness.

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“Praise him with trumpet sound

“praise him with lute and harp!

“Praise him with tambourine and dance;

“praise him with strings and pipe!

“Praise him with sounding symbols!

“Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!

“Praise the Lord!”

Praise is a big deal.

Hebrews 13:15 says, “Through him then let us continually offer up a sacrifice of praise to God, that is, the fruit of lips that acknowledge his name.”

That’s all praise is – giving God honor and credit for what He has done. It’s acknowledging that He is good, and we are not. He is God, and we are not. He is Creator, perfect, loving, Savior, [insert other name for God here], and we are not.

God deserves our praise, but He deserves more praise than we can give in our sinful state.

When we praise, we acknowledge our weakness and His strength.

He knows we can’t give Him what He deserves; He just wants us. He wants a relationship with us. He wants us to depend on Him. (“God, I can’t do it on my own, please help me.”) Then for us to praise Him when we see Him working in our lives.

God deserves so much praise.

The angels understand this. Revelation 7:11-12 talk about how the angels stand around God’s throne in Heaven, falling on their faces, and worshiping God.

Even when life is hard, we can find reasons to praise God. At the very least, He saved our souls from Hell! Definitely worth praising Him for.

I want to encourage you today, think about what God has done for you recently. Think back to when you first became a Christian and remember what He saved you from. Watch what He’s doing in your family and friend’s lives.

I encourage you to spend some time telling God how you’ve seen Him lately. Thank Him for those ways. Thank Him for who He is. Watch how it change you.

And if you are just so excited and and want to share what you’re praising God for – my inbox is always open. Just click on the “Contact” button at the top of the page. 🙂

Moses’ Mom Didn’t Want to Put Him in the Basket

I am not ready for my daughter to go to school in a few weeks. We have homeschooled her for the last two years, and I have loved it.

Although I love public schools and think they are a huge asset to this nation, I also am an advocate for homeschooling. The one-on-one, being at home, being taught Christian principles away from secular teachings (especially for younger kids), and being able to study what kids are interested in (in addition to the “required” learning) are huge plusses for me.

But we’re not the traditional homeschool family. We never planned to homeschool all the way through high school. We had two goals for both our kids before we sent them to a school.

Goal 1: To set a strong academic foundation. We want our kids to love learning.

Goal 2: To set a strong spiritual / leadership foundation. We want our kids to be a light when they go out, and to not be swayed easily by the world.

We feel like goal 1 was easily met with our daughter.

The second goal is much harder to determine if we’ve met. There’s only one way to know if we’ve met that goal, and it’s to let her stretch her own wings.

This is the goal that has tore me up about sending her to school so young.

My head knows that Christian kids can go to public school young and turn out just fine. I see it all around me. My heart? Needs time to catch up.

I was listening to the radio one day, though, and they were talking about Moses’ mom. They said, “I bet she didn’t want to put Moses in the basket.”

That hit me like a ton of Hebrew-made bricks.

Moses was just a baby when he was sent from home to live among the Egyptians. You can read the entire story in Exodus 2:1-10.

Moses’ mom (whose name, we learn in Exodus 6:20, is Jochebed) had no idea if he’d be eaten by a crocodile, hit by a boat, or killed by an Egyptian soldier – who had been ordered to kill Hebrew baby boys.

Yet she saw something special about Moses and did what she could to save his life. I’m positive she was praying the entire time. Probably crying, too.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit,” Psalm 34:18 (ESV).

God used Jochobed’s faith and worked it out so that his mom nursed him and stayed with him until he was weaned (probably between the ages of 2 or 3 in those days).

During those early years, I’m positive she taught Moses all he could about Yeshua (the name the Hebrews called God).

He obviously knew he was Hebrew, because when he was older “he went out to his people… and saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his people,” (Exodus 2:11).

As a fellow mom, I can’t imagine how hard it was for Jochobed to trust a basket in a river. Sure, his sister Miriam was watching, but still. Anything could have happened.

What did happen is a sign of God’s power.

Moses ended up leading the Israelites out of slavery in Egypt into the Promised Land – a land they had been promised as their own hundreds of years earlier!

He was given the Commandments, a way to show people exactly what God required of them. This was direct communication with God, and also shows us the need for the Savior – Jesus Christ.

Moses was a foreshadowing of Jesus.

All because Jochobed trusted God and released him into God’s hands.

As a parent, that’s all I can do anyway. God is the only one who can fully teach and protect my children. Even as I homeschool my son, I need to release both kids to the Father. I need to trust Him and His plan.

It is time for me to put my daughter in the basket in the river.

Will I still be teaching her in the time I have with her? Absolutely.

Will I be praying for her? Of course!

And I will be trying to learn to trust God with both my children. He alone knows their futures. He alone has a plan for them. And it’s a bigger and better plan than I could ever come up with.

“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose,” Romans 8:28 (ESV).

What are you holding onto in your life? I encourage you to put it in the basket in the river and to trust God to guide it to something better.

Beauty from the Mess

When we first moved into our house, I was eight months pregnant with our first child. I wasn’t moving very fast – or very much. The house came with two gardens – one of which had beautiful bushes randomly placed through it. There seemed to be no rhyme or reason to their placement.

The other garden had two bushes and a bunch of dirt. That dirt turned to mud when it rained.

A nice surprise was that in the spring, nine green plants grew up in three rows, but they quickly died off. Then in late summer, pink flowers on tall stalks shot up in a 3×3 grid. The flowers were gorgeous and smelled beautifully. We learned they were called Resurrection Lilies.

For the rest of the time, that garden was full of dirt. It wasn’t much to look at.

But I had dreams. I had plans. And now…

An image of a flower garden

It’s still a work in progress. I’m modeling this off of an English garden, but it’s fairly small so it won’t be that grand. (Don’t worry about the Resurrection Lilies – they were successfully transplanted to perfect places all around our yard.)

However, my husband and I are proud of it and love it.

This is how God works, too. Our sin, our messes, are like a plain dirt garden. Sometimes we might have something pretty pop up, but even then, we can’t really claim it. In God’s eyes, even the good things we do are like filthy rags (Isaiah 64:6).

Just like I had dreams and plans for our garden, God has plans for us.

Ephesians 2:10 (ESV) say, “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”

God knew us before we were born (Jeremiah 1:5). He knows the plans He has for us (Jeremiah 29:11). They are good plans.

Sometimes, because of all the sin in the world, our lives look messy. They feel messy. Let’s be real – they ARE messy! I encourage you to consider the rough patches in your life as an empty dirt garden. God, the gardener, is coming. With beautiful, bright, vibrant flowers, ready to be planted.

Or maybe He’s growing something from seed. God will nurture it in your life and you’ll get to watch it (you!) grow.

However God works, it will be beautiful.

So no matter how hard your life feels – no matter how messy it looks – trust that God is working. You will see beauty from the mess.

“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose,” (Romans 8:28, ESV).

If there’s a way I can pray for you while you’re in the dirt, please don’t hesitate to hit that “Contact” button above and let me know what’s on your mind. We’ve all been there, and we’ll all be there again.

Romans

Before Romans was a book of the Bible, it was a letter written from Paul to the church in Rome.  Paul considered himself a slave to Jesus.  He wanted to do everything He could to tell others about God.

Paul first started encouraging the Romans in their faith (1:8).  He assured them that he was praying for them (1:9-10).  He tell them that he wants more than anything to come see them (1:11-13).  He had heard God was moving in Rome, and Paul wanted in on the action.  However, he wass humble enough to stay where God told him to.

It really made me wonder (and I hope you ask yourself the same question) – would you be so willing to obey?  Especially if obeying meant the opposite of what you wanted.  

One of my favorite verses in Romans 1:16, which says in the ESV version, “For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.”

I used to think this verse meant that if someone held a gun to my head and asked if I was a Christian, I should say yes.  When I was in high school, though, I learned that I shouldn’t only be willing to die for Christ, but also to LIVE for Him!  

The study I’m doing also talked about how easy shame of the Gospel can sneak into our lives.  Sometimes it can be quiet, like not speaking up when we should.  Sometimes it can be agreeing with someone to ‘keep the peace,’ but really we should have spoken truth.  Sometimes it can be more blatant, like lying to save our skins.  As a parent, it can be holding firm to an unconventional parenting method God is calling us to, despite society telling us it’s wrong or weird.  As a writer, I’ve been told I won’t make it unless I add more secular entertainment (sex). 

We have to actively fight against this shame.  We need to hold to the Gospel – the GOOD NEWS – boldly.

The first bit of Romans shows us how sinful we are, to the point that “God gave them up,” (1:24a) and uses terminology like “the wrath of God” (1:18).  

It is important for us to see how sinful we are.  It important for us to see what those consequences of sin are.  Paul takes his time making that point.

God doesn’t leave us in our sin, though, so neither does Paul dwell here for long.  

Paul starts talking about the “righteousness of God” (3:21).  He said, “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus,” (Romans 3:23-24, ESV).

I’ve never looked at the breakdown of Romans before, the different sections it’s in.  I’ve never seen the building blocks it’s made of before.

The book of Romans has helped spurn more revivals that any other book of the Bible.  It makes sense to me now.

We all sin.  We all have certain sins we struggle with in particular.  

No matter what sin we struggle with, though, God sent His Son Jesus to die for those sins.  Jesus told those sins and clung to them while He died on the cross.  We are forgiven.  We just have to accept that gift of forgiveness. 

Then, as Paul talks about repeatedly in Romans (1:5, 2:4, etc.) us accepting His forgiveness should prompt us to tell others about Him.

Today, I want to encourage you to thank God for what He’s forgiven you from. 

If you are not a Christian and have questions, I’d love to talk to you!  Just hit the “Contact” button above.  Even if you can’t formulate specific questions, just let me know your thoughts.  I’m happy to talk with you about them.

Then, if you are a Christian, pray about who you can tell about Him.  

When I was in college, I was part of InterVarsity Christian Fellowship.  They have a program called 2+.  That means we were supposed to have two people we were constantly praying for and looking for chances to spend time with and, ultimately, share Jesus with.  I currently have two people I am praying for, and I encourage you to do the same.  (Feel free to not stop at two, that’s what the + is for!)

And if there is any way I can pray for you, just let me know!  Evangelism can be scary – only because Satan wants it to be.  I’d love to help encourage you in this! We don’t want to be pushy or make others feel like we’re forcing our beliefs on others, but if we have great news – shouldn’t we want to share it with others?

Mental Health Month

Did you know the Bible actually doesn’t say to have good mental health?  For real.  The words ‘mental health’ are no where in the Bible.

However, I do believe that mental health is important.  And I’m so grateful that our Christian culture is starting to understand that.  Fewer and fewer churches are telling people struggling with depression or anxiety to “pray their way out of it,” or that they “need more faith.”  

Quick pause: If you struggle with mental health and have had a Christian say something like this to you, I am so sorry.  Although I do believe prayer is vital to a Christian’s spiritual health and although I know God can heal with a snap of His fingers, that isn’t often how He works.  (Feel free to check out what Paul has to say about his struggle in 2 Thessalonians 12:7-9.  And we know he had faith and prayed!)

As I was saying, mental health is important.  

Second Timothy 1:7 (ESV) says that, “God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.” 

God doesn’t want us to have anxiety (not of fear) or depression (which is self-hatred, or feeling worthless – not power and love).

As a Christian, how what should we do when we struggle with mental health?

Although I hate when Christians tell others they just need to pray more, I do believe prayer is an excellent place to start.  God already knows what we’re struggling with, so why do we try to hide it?  He knows us even better than we know ourselves, to the point He knows how many hairs we have on our head (Luke 12:7)!

I first struggled with depression and came closest to suicide when I was in 8th grade.  God saved me in a miraculous way, but then I struggled with depression again in 11th grade.  I didn’t get it!  Why?!?  I thought I was passed all that.

I ended up praying for the church one Sunday.  I tried.  I tried real hard.  But I just couldn’t focus.  Finally, I prayed aloud, “God, how am I supposed to pray for this church when I can’t even pray for myself?  And it’s not like you can even understand what I go through – You’re God!  Even as a man on earth you were perfect.  You never struggled like I am.”

Warning: when you really open up and are honest with God, crazy things can happen!

I felt Him come into the room and ask, “Caitlin Elizabeth, what did I do for you on the cross?”

(Keep in mind, I was young and dumb!)  I said, “Duh, God.  You died for me.”

“Yes.  But what exactly did I do for you on the cross?”

I think I rolled my eyes.  “I just told you.  You died for me.”

Then I felt Him slam His hands on the table to get my attention.  (I never actually saw or heard anything physical.  This was all on my heart.)  He wasn’t angry, He was just trying to get my attention.  “Caitlin Elizabeth,” He said again with even more authority in His voice, “What. Did. I. Do. For. You. On. The. Cross?”

I was finally figuring out that I didn’t actually have everything figured out and I said, “I dunno God.  I give up.  What did you do for me on the cross?”

“Yes,” He said gently, “I died for you, but I didn’t just die.  I took your sins.  I held on to them.  I clung to them in my hand.  As the whip pulled back my flesh.  As the nails ripped through my hands and feet.  While splinters dug into my exposed muscle, I never let go.  I felt your depression, your self-loathing, your selfishness before you did.  And I clung to it as I died.  But then, I rose from the dead.  I defeated death, and I defeated your depression.  Leave it on the cross.”

Well, that got my attention! 

I also want to add real quick, that I don’t believe all mental health issues (like my depression) are always a sin.  MINE were.  I have learned that when I am struggling with depression, it is because I have taken my eyes off God.  Please don’t miss the points I’m about to make, though.  They do apply to everyone.  

God does understand what we’re going through.  He’s here with us, day-to-day.  He feels our heartbreak when our kids are struggling, when our spouse hurts our feelings, when the friend ghosts us.  He understands our sins because He didn’t just take them to the cross, He clung to them – He held them to the cross then left them there when He rose.

God gets it!  Just tell Him how you’re feeling.

If you’re struggling with mental health, I also encourage you to read your Bible.  Really dig into it.  Don’t just skim it (guilty!) or only read it in the morning through half-asleep eyes because that’s what you’re supposed to do (guilty again!) 

The Bible is full of verses of encouragement for mental health.  Here are just a few (all in ESV): 

Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”

Matthew 6:34 – “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself.  Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.” 

Philippians 4:6-7 – “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your heats and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

A lot of people love Psalm 23 for encouragement, but I personally love Psalm 88.

Also, surround yourself with loving, encouraging Christians.  It’s hard to stay upset when you’re sounded by the joy of the Lord!  Go to church (even when it’s so, so hard!), meet with friends during the week – don’t give up meeting together (Hebrews 10:25).

And yes, if your mental health gets so bad, seek professional help.  If people go to a doctor for their physical health, there should be no shame in going to a doctor for mental health.  

Some Christians are concerned that they’re seeking help from a secular source.  (Well, see the point I just made about physical doctors…)  

Let’s be real.  God did NOT create us to be depressed, or anxious, or bipolar, or (insert mental health struggle here).  But sin doesn’t care what God intended.  When sin entered the world, God’s perfect world was corrupted.  

Sure, Jesus has redeemed us, but we are not yet fully restored.

I’m a science nerd, so let’s talk about the Chaos Theory.  It states that order will change to chaos.  Did you know it’s in the Bible, too?  Check out Romans 8:19-23.

Until Jesus returns to this earth, order is just going to break down more and more, and that includes our genes.  Our DNA will transport more sin and breakdown more as time goes on.  Not a pleasant thought, I know, but just a few verses down from the Chaos Theory, Romans 8:26 says, “In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness.  We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express.” 

No matter what we’re going through, God sees.  God understands.  God loves us anyway.  

Cling to Him in your struggles.  He won’t ever let you go.

Happy Easter

Satan thought he won.

Jesus was nailed to the cross.  He was dead.  They buried Him in a tomb, sealed a large rock over the opening, and had guards posted.

No one was getting through to make it look like He was alive.

I assume there was much rejoicing in Hell that day.  Or at least, evil, maniacal cackling.  

But God wasn’t worried.  This was all part of His plan.  Nothing surprises God, not even His Son dying on a cross.

Jesus wasn’t prepared for how it felt – the physical pain or the emotional wrought as His Heavenly Father turned His face away because of the sin – OUR sin – that Jesus took on Himself.  But God wasn’t surprised.  

The world and Hell thought it was the end.

But God said, “Just wait.”

Three days later, Jesus did rise again.  He defeated sin and death and rolled the stone away.  He burst forth in life, love, and power.

I can only imagine how shocked Satan was.  How irate.  

But God’s love is more pure and powerful than we can even imagine.  

Today, we remember Jesus’ death.  

(As I type this, my four-year-old son just walked in and said, “I’m ringing a sad bell.”  I asked why he was ringing a sad bell.  He said, “Because Jesus is dying.”  And my son slowly walked back out of the office – a solemn procession of four-year-old intenseness.) 

Death can be sad.  It IS sad.

But today we remember this isn’t the end of the story!

Many of us are finishing up Easter preparations (or, if you’re like me, you haven’t even dug your kid’s Easter baskets out of the basement yet), and I hope you have a fantastic Easter with your family.  I hope you find all the eggs and enjoy the candy.  (I hope the weather is good!)

But I also pray that you take time to remember how important this weekend is that we celebrate.  

This weekend is what the Christian life is all about.

Happy Easter!

He is Risen!

Halleluiah!  

When I think of Easter, I think of baskets, eggs, and bunnies. 

I also think about a perfect person who was both fully God and fully man.  A man who went through over thirty years of life on this earth.  A man who never sinned, just so He could take the punishment for my sin on a cross – a very painful death.  

But He didn’t stay dead.

The angels told the women who had come prepare Jesus’ body in the tomb, “He is not here, for he has risen as she said.  Come, see the place where he lay,” (Matthew 28:7, ESV).

Sin brings death.  Jesus brought life.  He blew the chains off sin and death when He rose again.  He didn’t stay in that grave; He slammed the door wide open. 

With Jesus’ death and resurrection, we receive freedom.

Freedom from slavery to sin.

Freedom from eternal punishment to sin.

Freedom to celebrate what we call Easter.

This year, sure, go ahead and fill the eggs with candy and hide them.  Plant jellybeans with your kids and swap them out for suckers once they’re asleep.

But I also encourage you to go deeper.  Take time to pray and ask God to expose your sins.  Then, thank God that He has already forgiven you for them.  

This Easter, celebrate God’s power.  Celebrate your freedom by praising God for what He’s done.

It’s Not Luck

The subject of luck is all around right now.  St. Patrick’s Day is coming up, and the creative writing club I’m part of gave a topic for our next assignment as something having to to do with luck.

I get it.  We love to blame something when things don’t go our way:

“That shot should have went in – that was unlucky!” 

“He has the worst luck in women.” 

And we like to hope for things:

“Maybe I’ll get lucky and pass the test even though I didn’t study for it.”

“Maybe I’ll get lucky and it won’t rain that day.”  (Side note: Our church is having a Mental Health Hope Walk on May 17th, so if you’d say a quick prayer that it won’t rain that day, I’d greatly appreciate it!)

If we look in the Bible, at first glance, people may seem to be lucky – or not lucky.

When we read 2 Chronicles 18:33, it may seem that King Ahab was unlucky because in a battle, he was struck and killed by a random arrow shot by a random archer.  The archer wasn’t aiming for the king, but killed him anyway.  If we read the rest of the chapter, however, we see that God’s hand was all over that battle.  King Ahab had ordered someone else (Jehoshaphat – if you want to say that five times fast) to wear the royal robes, but God lead their enemies away from him and had a random archer kill a very wicked king.

Or consider Rahab.  It might seem unlucky at first that two spies made it past the city walls and ended up in her house (Joshua 2).  But then we see that she becomes part of the lineage of Jesus (Matthew 1:5).  Because she obeyed God and the spies, her life and the lives of her family were spared.  It had nothing to do with lucky, it was all God.

We can look at Paul in the New Testament.  He was beaten, shipwrecked, imprisoned – all kinds of things.  It seems like he had a very unlucky life!  (You can read a summary in 2 Corinthians 11:23-29).  However, all of these things were part of God’s plan.  God told Ananias before he went to talk to Paul, “For I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name,” (Acts 9:16, ESV).

Sometimes good things happen to us and we feel lucky.

Sometimes bad things happen and we feel unlucky.

The one thing we need to remember is that God is always in control.  Nothing happens outside of His design.  

Proverbs 16:33 (ESV) says, “The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the Lord.”

When I was in college, I had a Cognitive Science professor who showed us the Boids flocking simulation.  (Feel free to look it up on You Tube – it’s interesting!)  He said this computer simulation proved there was no God because even the computer grouped in community and would avoid obstacles.  He said the ‘birds’ would keep this up forever without interference.  (He and I tried to talk, but I often didn’t understand enough of what he said to know how to talk to him.) 

I agree this simulation would show what earth would look like if God had created the world and then stepped back and left things to luck.  

But that’s not what God does.  God is still deeply involved in every aspect of our lives.  He cares deeply even about the birds (or Boids?).  

Ephesians 1:11 (ESV) says, “In him we have obtained an inheritance, having be predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will.”

Psalm 115:3 (ESV) says, “Our God is in the heavens; he does all that he pleases.”  

God is still alive and active in and on this earth.

So, friend, be encouraged.  If you are feeling very unlucky right now, trust that God is working out something for your good, even if you can’t imagine what that might be.  

I won’t pretend to know why God does He does sometimes, but I know I have been through some crazy hard times, and God has always brought me through it.  It’s made me stronger.  It’s helped me depend on Him.  It’s strengthened my faith.  Sometimes, it prepares me for something else yet to come. 

And yeah, sometimes I just don’t know why He lets me go through some things.

But God loves us.  He loves YOU.  He has good things in store for you (maybe on Earth, maybe on Heaven).  Trust Him, not luck.